Alhamdulillah, it has been almost a month now that we have lived in the year 2014. Whilst everyone is enjoying their summer break in Malaysia with their beloved family, I decided to stay in Perth and work. Instead of going home, I have brought Mama here to stay with me. Glad that I did. We enjoy every moment we spend together. We're having the most perfect mum and daughter bonding time.
I've come to Perth six months ago to complete my master's degree, been busy with my study and have not write ever since. But I'll never stop. To write is forever in my heart and soul and today I feel like doing so -- the day that marked the fifth year of Abah's passing.
I have not forgotten him a single day. January 30, 2009 was the most painful day of my life. We were not that close but having to face the fact that I no longer have a father kills me deep inside. Even when writing this, tears start to well in my eyes.
But hey, Abah wouldn't want to see me cry. He knows that I'm strong. And I know that I am.
I shall continue to write. Regularly. This blog of mine will come to live again.
There's a whole lot more that I wanted to share about my life here. I'll do it the next time I write.
In memory of Abdul Razak bin Ngah Tamat (1946-2009).
Al-Fatihah.
*My previous writings about Abah:
- Selamat Hari Jadi, Abah
- Catatan Satu Hari yang Sedih: H.I.L.A.N.G
- Selamat Hari Jadi, Abah
- Catatan Satu Hari yang Sedih: H.I.L.A.N.G