September 17, 2009

Good News... Good Feelings... In Good Festive Mood...

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Tengah hari. Telefon di meja bergetar. Berbunyi. Diangkat.

"Home..." di skrin, dengan gambar wajah Mama tersenyum di tepi.

Seronok dengar suara bonda. Tak sabar nak sampai di kampung bertemu Mama, mahu peluk dia, mahu cium pipinya... Lamanya terasa waktu mengengsot menghampiri Jumaat.

Suara Mama ceria sekali kedengaran di corong telefon sekeping itu.

"Ni ada surat sampai kat rumah. Ada lambang UiTM, Mama dah buka dulu tak tunggu kamu. Tak sabar... hehehe... tahniah, anak mama...!!"

"Oh...surat beritahu tarikh konvo dengan hari raptai ye, Ma?"

"A'ah...tapi kat sini ada lagi dia tulis. Tahniah, anda menerima Anugerah Graduan Terbaik Fakulti Teknologi Kreatif.... seronoknya Mama. Alhamdulillah...Tuhan makbul doa Mama....!"

"Ahh...? Betul ni, Ma? Alhamdulillah.... nanti Mama datang-la 20hb tau, tengok orang naik pentas ambik sijil. Tau... Tapi, orang tak dapat ANC, Ma... sebab ada miss sekali tak dapat... kalau tak, boleh dapat sarung selempang ANC... "

"Ala... tak apa... tak kisah... Dekan ke, tak Dekan ke, janji nanti mama dapat tengok anak Mama naik pentas..." aku ternampak senyum Mama walau hanya bicara dalam telefon.

"Bubucik tengah buat apa, Ma?" aku sengaja ubah topik bertanyakan si kecil nakal, sebab suara dah mula bergetar.

"Dia tengah main tu. Nakal-lah dia, tadi dia panjat belakang Mama. Lepas tu, semua benda nak main. Pantang nampak benda bergerak, aktif sungguh..!"

"Ooo...tak sabarnya nak balik main dia. Ok-lah, Ma... tunggu orang balik Jumaat ni tau..."

"Ok... bye... Love you, miss you..."

Suara girang itu tak habis terngiang-ngiang walaupun butang merah telefon dah ditekan. Seronok benar Mama... aku bersyukur tak terhingga... dengar suara Mama, dapat pula berita gembira ni, hilang rasa penat dan payah mengejar diploma tiga tahun lamanya.

Seronoknya, rasa nak beritahu se-dunia...!

Tak sabar menunggu tiba harinya memegang segulung diploma dengan rasmi...

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah....

***********************************************************

Tadi berbuka di rumah Miss Maszalida. Seronok benar rasanya dapat berkumpul bersama dengan pensyarah ini, dapat bertemu bertukar cerita di luar ruang lingkup bilik kuliah, berbeza sekali rasa indahnya. Dapat pula berkenal teman-teman baru dan lama...

Berbuka bersama, berborak, meng-invade seluruh rumah itu dan paling penting, buat bising sampai Miss Masz geleng kepala pening dengan kerenah setiap orang kami, seronok sekali.

Tapi lukisan di dinding kamar itu tetap tak lepas-lepas aku pandang sampai melangkah keluar.

Pulang dari sana, terus teringat open-book test yang menanti esok. Ouhh...

Tamat saja itu sebentar petang nanti, mahu lari pulang dan nyanyi lagu "Balik Kampung' kuat-kuat.

* Dengan ini diumumkan cuti rehat bagi blog ini sampai kembali lagi.


Selamat Hari Raya.....!!



~0^_^0~

September 14, 2009

Kembali ke Medan...

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Tidak juga bergoyang kaki, tapi rasanya aku dah banyak berehat (dalam erti kata tidak separuh mati bekerja). Lalu, sampai sudah masanya aku kembali ke medan berperang dengan semua assignment yang masih berbaki dan tertangguh.

Banyak...!



tugasan bekerja dengan sihat dan selamat



tugasan panjang al-kisah sejarah

dan...

tugasan tambahan : sudah baca, jadi, sekarang mahu kaji pula

(imej diambil dari sini)



Setelah ribut taufan reda, emosi kembali stabil dan sudah boleh senyum kembali, cadangnya mahu berat-beratkan otak sebelum cuti seminggu bergembira. Biar semua selesai, boleh berehat dengan aman bermain mercun dan makan ketupat rendang. Terasa ingin mencuri dan mengaplikasi nota seorang rakan yang ditampal di meja kerjanya, kedengaran comel tapi penuh bermotivasi :


jangan tangguh kerja, nanti tak boleh raya...

nak raya ke tak..???




Seronok menanti hari bermakna yang bakal tiba. Selepas raya, menanti hari menyarung jubah dan menadah skrol pula. Tak sabar...!



Oh...di kesempatan ini ingin memohon ampun maaf kepada semua atas segala keterlanjuran laku dan kata, yang tidak sedar mahupun yang sengaja...



Salam lebaran, maaf batin dan zahir...
jemput ke rumah kalau ada kelapangan...


~0^_^0~








September 12, 2009

S.A.K.I.T.


Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Do not question my love
It will never change since the day it started to grow
Do not let others know when I cry
Let it alone known by you, not just anyone
Do not tell nobody when I'm hurt
Coz I'll heal all by myself
I don't even need you, coz' you're the one
that caused me the wound...
I won't feel no pain
Though it hurts deep to my soul
I won't feel any sore
Though the sadness; you're the cause
I won't feel any pain
Coz' I don't dare to show one
That is because I love you too much
The wrongs are forgiven; no words needed to be said...
You always said to me how you longed for a wing
So you could fly away, far away into dreams
I didn't say much, coz I know you didn't realize
and I know how it will soon become
You'll let go of the wing you already had
Coz you'll see nothing valuable on me
and you'll let it go
Though I'm the wing you didn't see...
If my concerns bother your life
I back off with apology
I won't ask a word anymore, let you do what you want to do
Though it was still unclear if I did it wrongly
You fussed around telling out that you're feeling sad and so
Asking for hugs and love as if you never had it from me
While I'm sitting here, enjoying the view I'm seeing
Keeping my heart all shattered
The one that shattered so loud
But yet you still can't hear...

I didn't ask anything in return
I just love you unconditionally
After all I gave you
It's fine to me if you still can't see
I won't be hating you, for the same reason I stated before
I just love you too much, dear friend
Nothing in this world can separate us...
I'll be waiting...
Put us on the moon
Put us anywhere on earth even
Nothing could go wrong with us
Nothing could set us apart
We'll always stay together
Remember?
** bila seseorang yang kita sayang sudah mula meragui kita, ia merupakah kehilangan yang paling celaka pernah kita rasai
- this sucks, really...

September 9, 2009

Io con Tu = Che...?



Ciao...




Io Passato, Presente e Futuro con Tu...



Io sono malata...

Dove tu sei adesso?

Tu sei allegro, sei tu...?

Ma io non sono allegra...

Ti voglia bene...

A classe, io non sono malata perche con tu...

Io amo tu una settimana fa, pura pura amo tu...

Ma io non amo tu ora...

É allora?

Io avró un bello fidanzato un giorno, si... forse...

Tu avrai anche, tu no...?

Anche se tu hai una bella fidanzata oggi... buono per te!

Tra me e te, noi siamo amici a classe...

Io amo tu perche intelligente... non amo tu perche tu sei tu...

Io non amo tu adesso... e io pura pura allegra...

Mi manchi tanta... e mi mancherai...

Grazie...


Arividerci... ♥



Vaffanculo...



~0^_^0~


* Tu sei esperto? Scusa per the mistakes, correct me, will you? Se vuoi...


PROMOSI FILEM


Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...




Untuk pembelian tiket, boleh berhubung terus dengan saudari Byxura (seperti tertera di poster) atau melalui saya, juga boleh diuruskan.

Bersama kita memeriahkan promosi filem @ UiTM.

Nota: Ini merupakan promosi filem terakhir yang akan diadakan di bawah subjek Black Box. SO, show your support, people... Jumpa di sana, insya Allah...
~0^_^0~

September 4, 2009

Pain in Pleasure : Love-struck

Salam.... ukhuwwah fillah...





I couldn't remember when was the last time I got this odd feelings. After so long, without any intention, it rose again out of nowhere, yesterday. But I held on to myself, telling to my own face that it couldn't be true, I had to deny it because it was not right and I had no right at all to have it.

As I lied in my bed, I heard this nice song, I was attached for a second. It felt so right as if I was the person meant in the lyrics, exactly me. Though I was caught all lovey-dovey then, I sighed out loud. It was just a song, it will only remain as one that somehow related to my story.



You Belong With Me


You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain
and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see
that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me
You belong with me...

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain
and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see
that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me...

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me
You belong with me...

Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs
and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me...


~ Taylor Swift


When we give joyfully, without hesitation or thought of gain, can we truly know what love means...
~ Leo Buscaglia

* I will keep denying to myself about it, coz' I can't have that kinda feeling. It's just not right.

** But I don't know if the other person awaits me... because for the time being, I would only take him as my best friend ever... I just can't afford to lose our precious friendship...you mean the world to me, dear friend...nobody can replace you... But who knows, that will change somehow...

I wonder if he reads this, but if he really does, please know the truth that I'm hiding from you...

(T_T)

September 3, 2009

Ujian Ramadhan

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Seminggu pertama Ramadhan, kenikmatan tak terhingga.

Minggu kedua, bermula ujian demi ujian.

Ramadhan kali ini, teruji sedikit dengan sakit dan kesusahan yang datang.

Tapi, sakit itu satu kifarah, satu kurnia dari Dia.

Syukur... alhamdulillah...

Doakan saya sihat sampai ketemu Syawal...


* Ke surau kita berterawih malam ni, jom... ~0^_^0~
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