September 4, 2009

Pain in Pleasure : Love-struck

Salam.... ukhuwwah fillah...





I couldn't remember when was the last time I got this odd feelings. After so long, without any intention, it rose again out of nowhere, yesterday. But I held on to myself, telling to my own face that it couldn't be true, I had to deny it because it was not right and I had no right at all to have it.

As I lied in my bed, I heard this nice song, I was attached for a second. It felt so right as if I was the person meant in the lyrics, exactly me. Though I was caught all lovey-dovey then, I sighed out loud. It was just a song, it will only remain as one that somehow related to my story.



You Belong With Me


You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain
and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see
that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me
You belong with me...

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain
and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see
that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me...

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me
You belong with me...

Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs
and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me...


~ Taylor Swift


When we give joyfully, without hesitation or thought of gain, can we truly know what love means...
~ Leo Buscaglia

* I will keep denying to myself about it, coz' I can't have that kinda feeling. It's just not right.

** But I don't know if the other person awaits me... because for the time being, I would only take him as my best friend ever... I just can't afford to lose our precious friendship...you mean the world to me, dear friend...nobody can replace you... But who knows, that will change somehow...

I wonder if he reads this, but if he really does, please know the truth that I'm hiding from you...

(T_T)

3 comments:

Affan Azami said...

sometimes it takes a lot to say "I love You".. you just have to wait.. if ever willing to..

Aidi Rahimi Ibrahim said...

love.. is deep.. deeper than ocean..
and the ocean is full of mystery.. love sometimes is full of misery.. I said that..;-)

maPieCeoFarT said...

abg affan...
yep...and i wasted the priceless saying to the wrong person... shit...

bro aidi...
true...even i haven't accept it yet, it already made me topsy-turvy...

thanx ya, bros... =)

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