Just Wondering

Is it true
that when love comes
you don't have to make any effort?
That when it happens
it just happens
and you need not do anything about it?

I don't know...
But I wonder of so many things...

I wonder
if we like the same color
I wonder
if you love to stare at the stars
those glow-in-the-dark stars on your ceiling
before you sleep at night
I wonder
if we'd pick the same song at karaoke
I wonder
if you enjoy listening to music
those random kind of music
that I stuff in my song playlist
I wonder
if you love Incubus
Radiohead
Muse
M.Nasir
Nice Stupid Playground
Nidji
Jay Chou
Butterfingers
Afgan
Eyes Set to Kill
Boyz II Men
Alanis Morissette
Bon Jovi
Iron & Wine
The Cranberries
and Arctic Monkeys
like I do
I wonder
if you adore Maher Zain
just as much as I adore him
I wonder
what song you would sing to
when you're bored
I wonder
if you love books
especially those written
by Pramoedya Ananta Toer
and Kahlil Gibran
I wonder
if you have this weird feeling
the adrenaline rush
whenever we pass by
and look at each other
I wonder
if you picture me in your camera lense
even when I'm not there

I wonder
if you would ever think of me
when you're all by yourself
when you wake up in the morning
when you drive
when you're stuck in the traffic
when you walk, speak, eat, sleep
when you scribble in your notes
when you take your pills
when you write your scripts
when you are with your friends
when you play your guitar
when you say your prayers...

I'm just wondering
if we can ever be friends
and for that to happen
I leave it to Allah
because only He knows for sure
if you are my soulmate
the father of my children
the imam in my solah
my saviour when I'm hurt...

'Til that day comes
I would just be wondering...


:)