Entri G-Wa Saket...!

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...

Wajah g-Wa saKet...

Kenapalah harus ada hari itu?
(Ini soalan orang pemalas dan mungkin juga belum bersedia...)

Bilamana harinya makin menghampir, makin huru-hara rasanya puing-puing sel dalam kepala hotakku...

Tatkala saatnya kian tiba, makin bercelaru jiwa raga ini yang menjerit sadis lagu kemeranaan kosong menggila...

Apabila waktunya terasa mendekat, nadiku terhenti serasa dijerat tali besi masa yang terhitung kejam...

Eikk...! ni gamba gumbira berbunga...

N.o.t.a.s.e.l.i.t. = si Penggila kOpi... "Bungaa....?? Bungaaa.... Bungaaaaa....!!" =)

Ahh... baru real freakaa...

Eshhhh... celaka lah ketidakstabilan ini...


Mari... dengar muSika g-Wa celaru...


Audio semasa : 30 Second to Mars - A Beautiful Lie

m.U.s.i.K.a.K.o.O.

Audio terkemudian : Orange Range - Hana



Kalaulah aku mampu menghari-esokkan tibanya, alangkah....



+ Insya Allah ke MASKARA Shorties di hari keSabtuan ini... berjumpa kita..?

A Long Way to Go...

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Opening Audio : Enigma - Sadness
Emo condition : Unstable... out of track...



I still got a long way to go.... I got no idea what's going on with me and my life a few days back... I got this weird negative feeling as if I'm so far left behind... all alone... even worse, I've turned into someone I don't even know before... I just don't know ME anymore... I'm such a freak...!

Yea... I might look normal and happy from the outside... But deep down inside, I'm dying slowly... I don't understand it... I keep losing my grip... my strength... MYSELF... I'm falling apart...

Middle Audio : David Usher - Black Black Heart
Emo condition : Better...

It feels so empty... like something's missing... Exam's coming... and I still got monstrous number of assignments to get done... damn...! I've turned into a lazy bum, freak... (I was a troublesome geek back in my good old days... missed the old times so damn much...)

I know wutcha gonna say... "Take a deep breath... sit back... relax... Everything will turn out okay as time passes by... " Shut up... It's just not gonna work...

I don't know what I want right now... Some love...? Friends...? I don't know...!
You tell me...

Anyways... goodluck for your final, everybody... you better do well... or else...




+ I got an old piece of Bible lying on the table... think it's kinda interesting to read it through... +


Finishing Audio : Muse - Stockholm Syndrome
Emo condition : Back in track...

Something For A Change....

Salam... ukhuwwah fillah...


Counting days to sit for final exams, it suddenly occurred to my mind to think deep about some issues I did not pay attention on... Well, I guess many of you are nodding fast, agree, when you guys read it for real... and realize... right now, I'm just sitting here dumbfounded thinking about things around us, of which we did not put to caution... It's about us, we are badly threatened and we don't really do anything about it... (mind me speaking English - i'm afraid it is faulty... i'm trying to improve myself.... ~0^_^0~ - even to post this, I'm so aware for any grammatical mistakes I made... forgive me... and correct me yah....! huhu...)

It started off when a friend forwarded me a link to a blogpost... it's a blog owned by two Chinese fella (don't know who they are but for sure, they are people with BIG names and titles... I don't know... go see it for yourself... huhu... ) and they were arguing about us... about UiTM... maybe many of you have known about this long ago but for those who are not, (we're equal, yeah... huhu...), please feel free to drop by and browse through the post... (including all the arguments in those 306 comments....)

Here it is... a-must-see blogpost...

Yes... it was posted on June 6th. 2006... so long ago, and I just managed to read it, now... tonight... it really opened my eyes and my mind of where and who we Malays are... some would think this as outdated, but to me, it is one gigantic alarm and threat towards us Malay... we are not being racists here, but for the issue brought up, we still care about it, right...? I wouldn't say that I am pro with this so-called 'mempertahankan Melayu' thingy because I find myself agreeing with the Chinese, in some points, somehow.... but being Malay, I think we should do something.... to change the view and those bad perceptions that other races have on us...

So, for a start, let us all friends do well in our examinations... improve our English (this goes to me myself, as well... ) and don't let them under estimate us Malays... all the best to everybody... Make it to a big score for this final, alright...! Selamat exam... ~0^_^0~


+ just my little effort for a helpless mission +