Of Posting Statuses on Facebook

Contoh status A:

"I am so glad today! Weee~ XD"

Contoh komen B:

"Wah...apa yg happy sangat tu? =)"

Contoh jawapan A:

"Hehe...xde apa-apa lah. Ngee~"

Contoh jawapan B:

"Yeah... whatever... #_# "

Maybe NOT MANY people know how to post statuses correctly when you are on Facebook. It is a place to share, to discuss, to tell the world, to let people know things you do, or more or less, to seek attention (by posting such statuses, people would want to ask you about it, right? THAT is what I call seeking attention.)

It's not a wrong thing to do, though. Sharing is caring. There is nothing wrong with sharing your feelings or your excitement about something with everybody. And it is a total freedom for you to post anything you like as long as you don't make people go "WTF. Motifff nak post status camtu bagi orang tertanya-tanya, and now you are being secretive. WTF man, WTF!"

So, the moral of the story is.... you know. Yeah.

If you don't want to share, don't post anything about it. Simple!

*The example (of status) shown above is only fictional. It is not referring to anybody in particular. Cheers~

Bodoh Poyo gila. Baik jgn post status kalau setakat nak tulis camtu!

-_-"

(Who Says) I'm Not Pretty?

It's magic how a simple song can give you a beautiful feeling. It gives you an unusual strength to live through the hard times. And it's magic too how a song can soothe you when things go wrong and lifts you up from sorrow.

Most importantly, it's a perfect feeling when someone remembers you and links the song for you to hear (and makes you feel better).

Thank you. Maisarah Atan...! ♥ ♥ ♥

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn’t good enough

But who are you to judge

When you’re a diamond in the rough

I’m sure you got some things

You’d like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says

It’s such a funny thing

How nothing’s funny when it’s you

You tell ‘em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It’s like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says

Who says you’re not start potential

Who says you’re not presidential

Who says you can’t be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don’t pass the test

Who says you can’t be the best

Who said, who said

Won’t you tell me who said that

Yeah, oh

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Always love yourself.

You are a beautiful girl.

♥

Das Verdammte Gedicht

Sie
Ich hasse dich zu viel
Wenn ich nur könnte dich töten

Ich hätte es tun können Jahren

es gibt keine Worte

um Ihnen zu beschreiben
Ich werde nicht auf dich bei deinem Namen nennen
Sie verdienen es nicht
Holen Sie sich Ihre eigene Leben, Verlierer
und nutzen Sie die Hölle aus meinem Leben zu


Sie
Wir haben noch nie seit geraumer Zeit gesprochen
Ich hasse dich nicht
aber halt hoffen Dinge werden die gleichen sein wieder
wir sind von zwei verschiedenen Personen
zwei verschiedenen Seelen
widerstreitenden Seelen
Nochmals, ich hasse dich nicht
Dinge einfach geändert
und es könnte Jahre dauern
für alles zu sein wie früher


Uns
Ich weiß nicht

wie Sie uns beschreiben,
weil nichts noch nie gestartet
und ich gebe die Hoffnung
ja, lasst uns einfach so tun, als
wir sind beide Fremden
dass traf zufällig auf der Straße
wir sagten hallo
und dann verabschiedeten wir uns


Auf Wiedersehen...

Selamat Hari Jadi, Abah ♥

Masa aku first day masuk Darjah 1, abah selalu tunggu dekat kantin sekolah bila waktu rehat. Hari-hari abah mesti bawak tupperware kuning susu KLIM gambar lembu dengan bekas air kesukaan aku warna merah corak petak-petak. Aku tak faham kenapa abah susah-susah tunggu aku setiap kali waktu rehat, tiap-tiap hari, padahal aku boleh je bawak bekal sendiri.

Bila aku makan, abah mesti duduk dekat sebelah. Bekal favourite - koeyteow goreng dengan telur mata. Air teh o. Telur mata tu abah dah koyakkan siap-siap, senang aku nak makan. Air teh pun abah tuang siap-siap dalam penutup bekas warna merah tu.

Abah akan tunggu aku makan sampai habis waktu rehat. Bila loceng bunyi, abah kemaskan semua bekas makanan dan lambai sampai aku masuk kelas. Hari-hari macam tu. Sampai lebih kurang dua tiga minggu, aku mula segan bila kawan-kawan gelak tengok abah temankan aku makan. Aku cakap kat abah, lepas ni tak payahlah datang waktu rehat. Aku boleh makan sendiri. Abah mula-mula macam skeptikal, tapi lama-lama dia bagi. Mulai esoknya, aku bawak bekal sendiri. Kadang-kadang abah bagi duit belanja. Aku beli makanan dekat kantin.

Bila dah besar sikit, nak masuk Darjah 6, aku datang bulan. Masa dulu-dulu, memang kurang dapat pendedahan. So, bila first time senggugut, aku panik gila dan nangis-nangis sebab sakit perut rasa macam nak mati, siap mengucap dua kalimah syahadah (kelakar pulak bila ingat balik). Sakit sangat sampai guling-guling dekat lantai. Masa tu pulak tak ada sapa kat rumah, abah dengan aku je. Abah tak tahu aku period, dia ingat aku gastrik. Abah pun letak la minyak panas dekat perut aku banyak-banyak. Tak lama lepas tu, agaknya sebab letih menangis dan berkesan lepas abah urut, sakit tu pun makin kurang sampai la aku terlena.

Entah kenapa dan bila mulanya, tak tahu di mana silapnya, aku makin tak rapat dengan abah. Aku tak suka bila abah ada. Sampai la masa Form 5, aku jadi ketua pengawas. Hari-hari kena datang awal sebab ada roll call sebelum assembly. Aku selalu marah abah sebab drive slow-slow (padahal aku yang lambat bersiap). Bila abah marah, dia drive laju-laju, aku tak puas hati pulak. Ada sekali tu, kereta rosak, abah kena hantar aku pegi sekolah naik motor. Rasa aneh, tapi dalam hati tiba-tiba rasa sayu sangat sebab dah terlalu lama rasanya tak peluk abah.

Bila akhir tahun, aku dapat anugerah cemerlang dan anugerah khas kepimpinan. Masa tu aku dapat nampak muka abah ceria sangat, meleret-leret dia senyum bangga. Lepas je selesai penyampaian anugerah tu, tak habis-habis abah suruh ambil gambar banyak-banyak sambil dia yang tolong pegangkan sijil dengan piala. Aku dah berpeluh ketiak sebab berjubah ala graduan time tu. Tapi bila tengok abah beriya-iya, aku ikutkan je kehendak dia.

Masuk tahun ni, dah tiga kali hari jadi abah tak ada. Masa abah ada dulu, aku tak pernah pun ingat tarikhnya. Kami jarang celebrate birthday abah, malah rasanya langsung tak pernah. Tapi lepas ni, aku janji takkan pernah lupa lagi. Aku takkan lupa doakan abah tiap-tiap hari, agar sentiasa ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman. Nini selalu sayang abah.

Selamat hari jadi, abah... ♥

Al-Fatihah...

Kiteretsu: Hajimete No Chuu

Salam ukhuwwah fillah...

I'm not really an anime or any Japanese cartoon fan. But I grew up watching some - I watched Tomato Man (the first and the earliest fave!), Doraemon (well, who doesn't?), Sailormoon (my sister was the real fan, I was just sitting there watching it with her), Cardcaptor Sakura, Slam Dunk, Shin Chan (-_-)", School Rumble, Chibi Maruko Chan, K-On, Ninja Boy, as well as Kiteretsu. Whoa...that was a pretty long list, uh?
(tadi kata tak minat. wekk...)

Oh, Kiteretsu is the most recently added in the list.

I know... I know... Some would say, "Are you kidding me? Kiteretsu???"

I was not much of a fan before, but there was one evening a month ago, I accidentally turned the TV on and there was Kiteretsu showing. I did not pay any attention until the song came up - the ending credit song.

The cute song melody kept playing in my head after a few days. And that was how it started. Since then, I waited for the cartoon on the same time every week, just to listen to the ending credit song. While waiting for the song, again, I accidentally watched the cartoon and I thought to myself, "this is not so bad after all." Yes, I know it imitates the characters in Doraemon but, what the heck, I love the ending credit song!

So, I went Google-ing for the title of the song for days, and it is 'Hajimete No Chuu' (First Kiss). I was like, woww... why do they put a song about first kiss in a cartoon show for kids? But, again, what the heck... I love the song! It is so very cute for all I care!

I Google-d for the lyrics and here it is :

Original / Romaji Lyrics

Nemurenai yoru kimi no sei da yo 

Sakki wakareta bakari nano ni

Mimitabu ga FOR YOU 
Moeteiru FOR YOU 
Yatta yatta yatta yo OHH
*Hajimete no chuu kimi to chuu 
I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE 
Naze ka yasashii kimochi ga ippai 
Hajimete no chuu kimi to chuu 
I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE 
Namida ga dechau otoko no kuse ni 
BE IN LOVE WITH YOU
Deeto koosu ha mou kimetanda 
Ashita no yume ga fukurande kuru 
Kono ai wo TO YOU 
Itsumademo TO YOU 
Kitto kitto kitto sa OHH
*      *      *      *      *

English Translation

I can't sleep tonight, this is all your fault 

Even though it was only moments since we said goodbye

My ears are  (for you) 
Burning red  (for you) 
Alright! Oh yeah, I did it! Ohh~
My first kiss was a kiss from you 
I will give you all my love 
Funny enough, I'm so full of these gentle feelings 
My first kiss  was a kiss from you 
I will give you all my love 
Though I'm a guy, my tears are starting to run down 
Be in love with you
I've already set the plans for our date 
My dreams of tomorrow has gotten bigger 
This love (to you) 
Will always be (to you) 
I'm positive! Absolutely! For certain!  Ohh~

Transliterated by Kikyosama

http://thesaiyajinpower.blogspot.com/

Translated by AzureDark
http://hallucino.livejournal.com

There you go. A very sweet lyrics too, eh? I can't believe a not-so-famous cartoon has a very cute and meaningful ending credit song! Some anime/cartoon series always use nonsense theme songs (mostly rock and they suck) but this one... ahh, I'm just loving it too much.

Oh, I've downloaded the original song too by Yumi Matsuzawa. Here it is :

Yumi Matsuzawa - Hajimete no Chuu

Powered by mp3skull.com


And this one is sang by the forever handsome and charming and uber cute Takuya Kimura. It was taken from 1995's Summer Minna Atsumare Party. He made all the girls screaaammm... yeah, including me. LOL!





So, because of the song, officially today I'm in love with Takuya Kimura!

Eh, salah! I in love with the song.

Hajimete No Chuu...!

LOL

K.A.R.M.A

If you think life is unfair

Think again

If someone makes you cry today

Some time ago you've made someone cried and you just walked away

If you are annoyed of a person today

Some time ago you have annoyed someone the same way

If you are left alone with no friends today

Some time ago you must have done the same thing too, I must say

If someone lied to you today

Some time ago there was someone's trust you betrayed

If you feel wasted and useless

Just remember...

Some time ago you've put someone in pretty much the same mess

So, do you still think life is unfair?

Think again.

Of Music, Me and Music

I listen to music twenty-four : seven.

4 years ago, people had started using 'nice' phones.

I'm the one left behind, with my old school Nokia.

A black-and-white screen phone...

...which you can use to text and call ONLY.

I love music so much, since forever.

I craved for an MP3 player.

So, I got myself one.

(Nobody bought it for me. I saved my cash for it)

I was happy with that MP3 player.

For almost a year, that MP3 player had been my best friend.

I plugged in to music during lectures.

In the train.

In the bus.

And in bed.

I listen to my favorite songs 'til I fell asleep.

But it fell off my bed one day.

I was in college and sleeping on the higher bunk.

It crashed on the floor.

The screen went blank.

I was so sad.

It was an accident.

Lucky me, my friend bought a new MP3 player for me.

I was happy again.

Today, many years has passed and I still keep it with me.

That very same MP3 player.

Small, thin and silver in colour.

=)

Last year, I finally got myself a new phone...

(I couldn't afford an expensive phone)

...I was overjoyed because I could store as many songs I wanted in it.

I was still not satisfied.

I couldn't 'hear' the music enough.

I felt like stuffing super big speakers in my ears.

So, I bought a headphone.

Now, I live in heaven.

With the drums banging.

With the bass guitar echoing in my head.

Oh, yes.

I enjoy every bit of music I listen to.

But I still love my old MP3 player.

=)

I've been listening to this song all day, today.




It sends me flying high in the blue sky.

You wanna know how that feels?

You can try here.

It might take you up there and you'll know how it really is when you're high.

*winks*


Oh, by the way, my MP3 player's name was Silver Apple.

And the headphone, her name is Schmug.

And my phone (that makes it all happen)

...the name is Bubulala C3.

I haven't figured out the gender just yet.

It remains unknown.

.....

♥ Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama...! ♥

Salam ukhuwwah fillah...


So, it is Mother's Day again. People are putting up some old pictures on Facebook. Some put up the pictures when they were babies - their mums holding them, some are sharing their photos when they were little kids, etc. I have loads of old photos, but I wish to keep them to myself. (masa kecik muka comot, tak comel...hehe) Most of the pictures were taken when my mum was young, so I don't wish to show the world the photos of my mum not wearing tudung. So, yeah... Tak payah upload lah kot. Cuma ada beberapa gambar ni jer, boleh lah di-share. =)

I don't really remember how I celebrated it last year, as usual there were wishes and gifts (o wait, was there a gift? Gosh...I feel so bad now... T_T). I am planning to take Mama out for a nice dinner, buy her a cake or something, or take her to karaoke. Well, I never get the chance to do it. Most of the time when the day comes, I was far away from home and I only get to wish her through the phone. Tak mampu nak buat video ucapan special untuk Mama macam yang Mat Luthfi buat tu. Huhu...

I am not gonna turn this into a sad post. Let this be a sweet dedication for my dear Mama...

Ma... I don't know how to start it, and I am not good with words. I just want to say that...

I miss you,

I need you,

I thank you,

I appreciate you,

I look up to you,

I owe you,

I wish I could hug you everyday,

and most of all...

I LOVE YOU, MAMA.

Ma... dari masa Mama mengandung, melahirkan, membesarkan dan mendidik Ninie dari kecik sampai la dah besar, Mama tak pernah merungut, apatah lagi tinggikan suara. Mama didik kami adik beradik dengan penuh sabar.

Thanks, Ma... for always being there.

Thanks for all your care.

Thanks for believing in me when others don't.

Thanks for everything you've done for me.

I can never repay you.

May you always be in the pink of health, semoga Allah panjangkan umur Mama, dikurnia sejahtera dunia dan akhirat. Aminn...

Gambar mengikut kronologi cerita. Sorry, gambar-gambar ni nampak kabur sikit sebab bukan scanned. Kalau ada masa (dan scanner), akan diperbaiki.

This picture was taken when I was 6 months old.

Tahu umur masa ni sebab Mama ada tulis kat belakang gambar dengan handwriting yang sangat classic -

"Adik Nini ~ 6 bulan ~ 9 September 1988"

Cute kan? I guess it's in the gene. Mama pun hot gak masa muda-muda dulu. Hehe...


Macam tomboy, tapi still pegang teddy bear, pakai baju kurung pink. =D


Pegi mengaji. Tapi sempat bergambar lagi.


Graduan kecik.

Grad peringkat tadika je pun, masa ni umur 5 tahun.

So, these are the photos of Mama's little girl (yang sekarang dah tak berapa little). Hehe...

Ma... tak ada hadiah yang mampu Ninie bagi sebagai balasan, selain daripada membuat Mama bangga dengan kejayaan Ninie dalam pelajaran.


Semua untukmu.

My mum is sweet, isn't she? ♥


Ninie sayang Mama selalu.

Last one, a song for Mama.

Mari Mengemas #2

In my previous post that I wrote in November last year, I had this same feeling - full of memory of the old times - when I find those memorable stuff from the old stack of boxes in my sister's store room.

Old notes.

Old (jiwang) poems.

Old pictures.

Kenangan lama.

Kawan-kawan lama.

...

......

........


Kisah cinta lama... (ok, yang ini poyo sikit)


I'm the kind of person who love to keep the unneeded stuff - piece of notes, scribbles, receipts, even chocolate wraps - that remind me of any important events/incidents. So, that explains the content of my old boxes - they're mostly junks, things that you would probably call RUBBISH.

Out of all the rubbish that I kept, I found a small notebook containing quotes of love (baca: saya memang terlebih rajin menyalin balik SMS dari phone). I remember, those were the SMSes I got from a person. He's not someone that I call my sweetheart, but I used to think of him as a good friend, someone special and someone whose name I hoped would appear on my phone screen every single day.

Well, long story short. We never even met each other or went out like people would do on a date, There were just phone calls, SMS, voice mails (oh, I did sing to him. Feeling-feeling suara sedap kasi dia dengar dan termimpi-mimpi. Haha~). I don't even know him for real, but we were kinda close. Entahlah nak label-kan relationship masa tu sebagai apa. All I remember, I kept this special feeling for him but he didn't seem to make a move. Tapi sayang tu ada. Pelik, I'd rather label us 'scandal' than a couple. Tak declare pun. Hampeh sikit beliau ni. Suddenly, things became so lame, I got bored, we ended up with me being mad, he backed off and... that was it.

So, here's a series of sweet SMSes he sent me. I'm about to throw this stupid piece of note away, but before I do, this is the best way I could think of to 'preserve' the memory yang konon sweet. I know he didn't write all the messages, he got them from a friend and forwarded them to me (tak tahu-lah pulak kalau betul-betul dia create ayat sendiri. Kudos to him then). But considering his effort to send them to me, so okay-lah. SMS ni semua kira sweet la kot.

SMS 1:
We meet after a long time and we talk at 12.00 am in your room with lights off and no one at home. Then your phone rings downstairs. I ask you to come back after the call and you promise me. The person on the phone tells you that I died last night. Would you come back to your room as promised?

Komen: He meant it to scare me, tapi entah apa yang seramnya. Attempt failed. LOL.


SMS 2:
Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself to hath any care, but for another to give its ease and builds a heaven in hell's despair.

Komen: He wasn't even sure what exactly the message meant but he did send it to me anyways.


SMS 3:
Love is the fairest flower that blooms in God's garden. Feel love in whatever you do and you will get the pleasure in everything you do.

Komen: It sounds a lil wrong with the rhyme but yeah, whatever.


SMS 4:
I've got sunshine on a cloudy day. I've got you, babe. What you do and what you make, it makes my day. Morning, heart. May your day be brighter and sparkling like the sun today.

Komen: It's a line from a song. Ngeh. And as far as I'm concerned, the sun doesn't sparkle, a star does.


SMS 5:
As the dark goes by, the bright comes and say 'good day', a new episode has started. Let's enjoy the sunshine for today and make your day wonderful than yesterday...

Komen: L.A.M.E...


SMS 6:
There are a million stars in the sky above. They represent me accompanying you at night. Wish you to sleep tight. Good night, dearie...

Komen: Okey saje.


SMS 7:
Without a friend's love, days are sad-day, moan-day, tears-day, waste-day, thirst-day, fight-day, shatter-day. So, be in love everyday with a friend!

Komen: When I got this SMS, I thought he was about to tell me something else. Ye-lah, be in love with a friend? What would that suppose to mean kan? Cakap 'appreciate your friend' sudeh. Hehh~


SMS 8:
In the silence, you will hear a sweet melody of wind blowing up your night. In the dark, you will see a bright sparkling star shining up your dream. In your inbox, you will read the cutest person's message wishing you good night and praying for you to have a sweet dream...

Komen: CUTEST katenye! Hurm... yelah yelah. Agak sweet la yang ni, siap tolong berdoa dapat mimpi indah... huhu...


SMS 9:
Friendship is like an onion. It has many layers in it and it will add taste to your life. But, if you try to cut it, you will have tears in your eyes. Friends forever.

Komen: Ok, sweet. Tapi suddenly tukar mode 'friendship forever' pulak. Sangat confuse.


SMS 10:
Like the ocean and the shore, always be together.
Like the stars at night, always be there together.
Like me remembering you, always and forever.
Good night, sweetie.

Komen: Macam ayat direct translation sikit tapi considered okey-lah. sebab ada tulis sweetie kat situ. One of nama-nama cute he used to call me, besides muchukk. Yeah yeah, I know (euww euwww)


SMS 11:
Let me be your angel for tonight. I will take you to the neverland, so that you can dream and dream and dream never end.
Let me be your angel for tonight. I will make sure you will have a good night and sleep tight til the night end.

Komen: Might not be approved as a nicely rhymed poem, but wth. LOL.


There were loads more he sent me, and I still keep it in my old phone. Apahal entah, lupa nak delete agaknya. Biar-lah, maybe 10 years from now I would look back at these SMSes and they would be the best laughing stock ever.

And since then, I have no one SMS-ing me good morning and good night, asking me what I'm doing like in every minute of everyday. Tak bercinta tapi masa tu memang rasa happy sebab ada orang ingat kita selalu dan ambil berat.

Cuma... he didn't have the guts to ask me out.

Foto curi dari tumblr Cik Lynn ♥

Yeah, I'm single and I'm happy.


Announcement promosi tak boleh blah:
Saya nak yang stok chinese look je. Tinggi, smart and funny. Hensem is optional. Anyone interested? Boleh amik borang dulu, kaunter bukak besok pukul 8.00 pagi.

Thank you.


♥